Rhetorical Questions

When you’ve spent so long not talking about something, how do you start? Where do you even begin? How much do you say? Do you not say some parts because it’s been so long that you don’t exactly remember the details (perhaps because you’ve forced yourself to forget)? Do you leave some things out because it’s just too hard to say the words? Do you talk about it, and cause a family grief? Had it been talked about in the first place would the situation be what it is today?